You dont know how painful it is to endure all these. I’ll talk less and do more. Whatever I do is gonna be the same thing you did to me. I’m doing this so you won’t take advantage of me. If you are not then it is to let you feel what I feel - lonely.
I wanna fetch you from your school but I didn’t have any clue of whatever you’re doing in school. At least summarize what you have to say. You never answered my questions and so I stay here. I can’t stay put here always .. I wanna go town and walk around. This affects me and I’m sick and tired of talking. I’ll let you do the talking now. Most of it is my fault. It’s always that I start something and I affect you. So now I’ll make it less dramatic. I’ll secure myself, from emotions and feelings. I’ll locked out all the negativity and only accept positive energy.
Why tumblr? It’s because random people is gonna read this without knowing who am I and I rather be alone and walking around aimlessly, endlessly. I’m building a wall for you to crash it down. If it is still up that means I have not yet want to be open or be myself.
- feriena posted this